That's usually the first reaction when something undesirable happens. I initially had "bad" instead of "undesirable", but in hindsight they were only bad because they were things that weren't according to your plans or expectations. This sounds vaguely familiar...it could possibly be an extension of the previous entry.
While cleaning up our Russell Road abode to move to Wellington, we...let's say "took some shortcuts" in the cleanup. At the time I had an uneasy feeling and I knew without a doubt that it wasn't the right thing to do. So our landlord was dishonest in his dealings with us and our the real estate agent was harsh. That somehow justified in my mind what some call "karma", coming back to bite them in the proverbial. But as it turned out, things didn't quite go to plan, and let's just say that we had to undo what we did, and it may have cost us an outstanding reference from the agents.
Then tonight, I get these letters... "Infringement Notice" is the policitally correct and official term for them. I feel hard done by. Surely the police have better things to do than send me speeding tickets, I mean come on, I was only 6k's over the speed limit. Didn't get they get a really terrible independent review of some sort recently? I don't know. But it must be their fault, not mine. Right...?
Why me? I'm a (generally) good and (mostly) law abiding person. After the initial shock, anger and frustration, the answer that always comes back to me is this: (and yes, answers do come back in bullet points)
- There is no authority except that which God has established
- Most of the time, I know what is right, and follow it
- Sometimes, I know what is right, and do not follow it
- God provides a way to show/remind me what is right where I may have been in the dark
- God provides a way to discipline me for disobeying what I had known all along to be right
- An opportunity is presented to overcome a weakness or develop a strength and continue to grow in the same likeness as the Lord, to go from glory to glory
"But I'm a good person!"
Yes, and I can be an even better person. And better still.